June 2012
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“We walk all over the common miracles
without bothering to wipe our feet.
Then...”
– Marge Piercy
The Fourth Dimensional Penis: An Ode To Snot →
This is pretty much my life this week.
fourthdimensionalpenis:
Inside of me there is a monster congealed
Extracting every last ounce of my humanity
Until I can only lay in the bed and whimper
As he conducts experiments behind my eyes
Inside of my ears
He ejaculates into my lungs and
I can feel the hot head of his cock
Tickle the back of my throat
And…
May 2012
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My body mod: Piercing pain
I currently have eight tattoos and thirteen piercings. Not too extreme, but it’s amusing to me when I think that a year ago I only had two tattoos and six (earlobe) piercings. I might eventually do a tour of them all, including their stories and meaning. For now, I thought it might be useful to document relative levels of pain for each body mod, since I’m asked about it fairly often. I’ve also...
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I'm a crier.
I cry. A lot. My natural response to any strong emotion—sadness, anger, frustration—is to cry. My hormones often insist I spent copious amounts of time weeping. I spent years trying to train myself to hold back those tears. I saw them as a sign of weakness, a symbol of feminine indulgence. Other people saw them as terrifying, or as a passive-aggressive attempt to manipulate their...
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I finally get it (again).
This morning, I read a post from @Heather_Cole1 on her blog about Strength in Submission.
Later today, I posted a pic of my boobs showing some bite marks. The biter had asked for a pic, so I took one and then posted as instructed.
Somewhere, in the depths of my sleep-deprived and sickly brain, a few little thoughts clicked together, and suddenly, it all came flooding back to me.
I think I used...
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I really just wanted to post something new here so I wouldn’t keep seeing all those “dead” kittens from my last post.
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It's SCIENCE, but NOT.
I browse the free books for Kindle on Amazon just about everyday. I was excited to see a book called The Mysterious Epigenome, as science books are often pretty pricey. I read through the synopsis of the book, thinking it pretty basic, but still useful for my library, until I got to the very last line:
In this creative and inventive book, authors Thomas E. Woodward and James P. Gills take readers...
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“I loved the country so that I was happy as you are after you have been with a...”
– Ernest Hemingway, Green Hills of Africa
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A sad little monster.
I’d fully intended to come home with some delicious Thai takeout and gorge myself while looking at pictures and videos of myself doing nasty things to lovely ladies. Instead, I checked my personal email and found myself weeping cathartic tears into my Pad Thai.
A dear friend emailed me a few days back asking for some perspective on emotional turmoil and interpersonal relationships. I...
I can forgive you if you’re an asshole because I see your pain underneath it all.
I can forgive you if you don’t see my pain because your sight is so limited.
I may not forgive you if you refuse to open your eyes when I present you lenses so you can see more clearly.
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Conversations with my therapist.
I always sit on the sofa directly across from her chair. Sometimes there’s a pillow there, and I know someone’s chosen to sit further from her. I move the pillow because that’s always where I feel like sitting, and I know she notices.
I haven’t really broken down in front of her, mostly because I don’t think I really feel comfortable around her. A nice friend...
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The Fourth Dimensional Penis: A Thought About... →
fourthdimensionalpenis:
Sitting in our bedroom closet is a pair of crutches. They belong to my wife. About a year and a half ago, she broke her ankle after falling in our front yard. She only needed them for a couple of weeks, as I recall, before she was fit for a walking boot. After she no longer needed the crutches,…
Insert Coin: Hey "hot" girls, next time you post a... →
45mag:
Do this so all the guys who follow you will reply with comments like “baby you are beautiful.” or “ Stop being so hard on yourself you body is perfect. or better yet “*boing*” like some other douche bag on here does (me). Post a half naked picture and then make sure to insult yourself because…
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How to bite and (not) leave marks.
I’d been thinking of writing some “how to” posts for awhile, and a text from a lovely friend catalyzed this particular lesson. I had the fortune to bite the inside of her thigh about six weeks back, and I’ve just been informed the mark is still there. Well, in her words, she’s “scarred for life,” but that has such a negative connotation…
Please note...
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The verdict is in...
BOOB SMOOSHES FOR YOU ALL!
I demand a pile of corpses smiling beneath my tits by the end of the night. Hopefully it won’t be composed entirely of cats.
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I’m sorry to tell you this, but me and another girl made a sandwich out of your bf last night and now he’s been totally eaten. :(
deety405:
My parents weren’t too impressed when I introduced them last night to my new boyfriend I made out of processed meat byproducts.
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I am spoiled.
Frankly, my job fucking rocks. I worked for over 10 years to get to the place I am now.
My “meetings” consist of sitting around, drinking coffee, and idly chatting about ideas related to my “professional development.” I never schedule a meeting before 10 am, because I tend to oversleep at least once a week. Doesn’t really matter.
Sometimes I just have to sit and...
Seems some of you don't quite like my shirt.
That’s too bad, because my tits like it, and any further disagreement will be quashed by smothering via said boobies.
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Verbalizing love.
It was an accident when I first told my ex husband I loved him.
It was only a few months after we met. I had stayed the night at his place, and we were getting ready to go to work. I didn’t even really think about it; the words, “I love you” just slipped out of my mouth. He didn’t react at all. I didn’t think anything of it.
That night, we went out drinking. He got...
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